Friday, August 31, 2012
Posted by
Maya R
at
1:26 AM
Labels:
commitment,
comparison,
competition,
desteni,
desteni i process,
eqafe,
honesty,
journey,
journey to life,
judgment,
self direction,
self honesty,
self judgment
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge
myself for not writing instead of sitting down and simply writing as self
support within self direction
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge
myself for not applying self forgiveness and thus go into my mind and feel bad
about myself instead of stopping the thoughts and judgments and direct myself
within and as self support as applying self forgiveness
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge
myself in comparison to others in the group for not keeping up with them in the
journey of life blogs and thus exist within a mind made competition, instead of
seeing the self direction writing they are applying and equalize myself to them
- no judgment needed, all required is to simply start writing
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed the
comparison and competition I have been participating in to make me out as the ‘loser’
of these made up competitions I have created in my mind, and within already
judging myself as the loser I do not push myself to participate and walk as I have
already lost in my mind, instead of realizing this is not a competition and all
are walking equally for and as self, thus to realize that I can in every moment
change myself as the starting point of myself and start applying myself here
for self, to stop the comparison and competition as I see it is counterproductive
and is being used by me as an excuse to not even start and push myself due to
having already failed
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to go
on in my mind as back chat “I will write when I have time” or “I will start
writing when I am at the farm” instead of taking the time here and applying
myself. I forgive myself for not realizing the self dishonesty of procrastinating
writing as self sabotage, creating more and more points to judge myself for
later, instead of stopping all together and within breath starting fresh, as
self support, here.
I forgive myself for not seeing that by judging myself I am
creating a time loop of procrastinating my process application as self forgiveness
due to the belief I have already failed within comparison/competition to other,
and in turn creating a platform for myself to not stand up within and as myself
and not take responsibility for myself and thus allow myself to continue as I have
created myself as the mind, not considering the consequences of my actions/thoughts/reactions
I commit myself to stopping self judgment within and as
breath and with the support of writing and self forgiveness as a tool to expose
myself within self honesty, and to show myself the constructs and methods I have
been using upon myself to keep me from actually seeing myself and thus not
allowing myself to take responsibility
I commit myself to walking day by day, and within the daily
walk to stop self judgment within and as breath whenever I see myself falling
in the constructs/characters of self judgment.
I commit myself to when going into self judgment to write
about it as self support in order to not allow it to direct me and to support
myself to see the self sabotage I am participating in, in order to stop and
stand as self direction and take responsibility for myself and who/what I have
accepted and allowed myself to be/become so that I can change myself with aligning
myself with what is best for all
I commit myself to use self judgment as a tool for self
support through writing my experience and investigating how/when/why I am
allowing self judgment to direct me, so that I can stop myself as the mind and
direct myself as life within self trust as what is best for all
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Cool Maya
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