TimeLine

2012

Day 1 - How I “should” be Vs. reality

Day 2 - What am i going to write about?

Day 3 – you snooze you lose

Day 4 - taking blame personally

day 5 - leaving my job

Day 6 - Postponement

Day 7 - Still snoozing

day 8 - what do I fear losing if I were to change - part 1

day 9 - what do I fear losing if I were to change - part 2

day 10 - Ask a stupid question – get a stupid answer

day 11 - temper tantrum game

Day 12 - The temper tantrum game – self commitment statements

day 13 - The procrastinator character

day 14 - The child/adult character

day 15 - Child/adult character creating the outsider character

Day 16 – Child / Adult Character creating Fear of Authority

Day 17 - Equal Money Excuses - Why EMS will apparently not work

Day 18 - Sister character – part 1

Day 19 - Sister character – part 2

Day 20 - "I don't like doing things alone" character

day 21 - self judgment

Day 22 - Arguing about the Desteni material

Day 23 – Weak and Powerless

Day 24 – Cleaning table tops

Day 25 – Being a Beginner

Day 26 - Wanting to be accepted

Day 27 - Having a bad day

Day 28 - Having a bad day – part 

Day 29 – Weakness

Day 30 – Redefining Weakness – Self Forgiveness

Day 31 – Weakness – Some More Self Forgiveness

Day 32 - War and Self Interest

Day 33 - Fear of being kicked by a horse

Day 34 – Hiding Myself through Exposure

Day 35 - My dog ate my Homework

Day 36 - My relationship with food - Part 1

Day 37 - Accepting abuse and then blowing up

Day 38 - Reacting through Not Reacting - Self forgiveness

Day 39 - I am being abused

Day 40 - Fearing Judgment Day

Day 41 - Fear of Facing Myself within Shame - Self Forgiveness

Day 42 - Being a Burden on others

Day 43 - Signs of Depression

Day 44 - Depression - Part 2 - The Cycle of Worthlessness

Day 45 - Depression - Part 3 - Positive Reinforcement

Day 46 - Depression - Part 4 - Positive Reinforcement - Self Forgiveness & Corrective Statements

Day 47 - Depression - Part 5 - Feeling Sad makes makes me a good and caring person

Day 48 – Positive Reinforcement - Being Corrected

Day 49 – Stable or Superior?

Day 50 – Playing the game of Superiority/Inferiority

Day 51 – Blame character – Part 1

Day 52 - Blame character - Part 2 - Reacting to Tonality - Self Forgiveness

Day 53 - Blame character - Part 3 - Reacting to Tonality - Self commitments

Day 54 - Blame Character - Part 4 - Being Repeatedly attacked - Self Forgiveness

Day 55 - Blame Character - Part 5 - Being Repeatedly attacked - Self commitments

Day 56 - Blame Character - Part 6 – Enslaving Myself

Day 57 - Blame Character - Part 7 - Society's Value System - Self Forgiveness

Day 58 - Blame Character - Part 8 - Society's Value System - Self Commitments

Day 59 - Redefining friendship

Day 60 - friendship - Part 2 - Care and Support

Day 61 - Friendship - Part 3 - Care and Support - Self Forgiveness

Day 62 - Friendship - Part 4 - Limitation

Day 63 - Friendship - Part 5 – Quality Time

Day 64 - Friendship - Part 6 - Quality time - Self Forgiveness

Day 65 - Friendship - Part 7 - Consumerism

Day 66 - Friendship - Part 8 - The Debt System

Day 67 - Friendship - Part 9 - The Debt System - Self Forgiveness

Day 68 - Friendship - Part 10 - Gossip

Day 69 - Friendship - Part 11 – Spitefulness – Part 1

Day 70 - Spitefulness - Part 2 - Self Forgiveness

Day 71 - Spitefulness - Part 3 - Self Commitments

Day 72 – Spitefulness – Part 4 – More Characters – Self Forgiveness

Day 73 - Spitefulness - Part 5 – Self Commitments

Day 74 - Spitefulness - Part 6 - Self Forgiveness

Day 75 - Spitefulness - Part 7 - Self Commitments

Day 76 - Spitefulness - Part 8 – Both Sides of the Coin - Self Forgiveness

Day 77 – Spitefulness – Self Realization

Day 78 - Spitefulness - Part 10 - Self Judgment

Day 79 - The lowest point

Day 80 - "I don't like being corrected / told what to do" character – Fear dimension – Mistakes - Part 1

Day 81 - "I don't like being corrected / told what to do" character – Fear dimension - Failure – Part 2

Day 82 – Fear Dimension –Failure - self forgiveness - Part 3

Day 83 - Fear Dimension - Being Wrong - Part 4

Day 84 - Fear Dimension - Being Judged - Part 5

Day 85 - Fear Dimension - specialness - Part 6

Day 86 - Fear Dimension - specialness - Part 7 - Self Forgiveness

Day 87 - Fear Dimension - Inferiority - Part 8

Day 88 - Fear dimension - Part 9 - self commitment

Day 89 - Fear dimension - Authority - Part 10

Day 90 - Fear dimension - Part 11 - Self forgiveness

Day 91 – Fear Dimension – Part 12 - Fear of Losing MySelf

Day 92 - Fear Dimension - Part 13 - Fear of Losing MySelf - Self forgiveness

Day 93 - Fear Dimension - Part 14 - Fear of losing MySelf - Corrective Statements

Day 94 - Fear Dimension - Part 15 - Fear of losing MySelf – Definitions - Corrective Statements

Day 95 - Will there ever be Peace in the Middle East

Day 96 - Peace, Propaganda and the Promised Land

Day 97 - Giving up is an elitist privilege

Day 98 - Giving up is an elitist privilege - Part 2 - Self commitments

Day 99 - Giving up is an elitist privilege - Part 3 – Self Realizations

Day 100 - What is REAL

Day 101 - What is REAL - Part 2 - Self Forgiveness

Day 102 - What is REAL - Part 3 - Self Realizations

Day 103 - The LIFE Chamber

Day 104 - Nature reflecting my assertiveness

Day 105 - My relationship with Assertiveness

Day 106 - Assertiveness - Part 3 - Self forgiveness

Day 107 - assertiveness - "problem points"

Day 108 - limitation within self definition

Day 109 - Assertiveness and the desire to be right

Day 110 - Avoiding Work

Day 111 – Self interest can never be “right”

Day 112 - Avoiding work –Part 3 - Self Forgiveness 

Day 113 – Enjoying Work 

Day 114 - Avoiding work –Part 5 - blame and manipulation - Self Forgiveness

Day 115 - Completing the job

Day 116 - Spiting my back chat

Day 117 - Physics and the Desteni Process - Introduction

Day 118 - Physics and the Desteni Process – Newton's First Law of Motion - the Principle of Inertia

Day 119 - Physics and the Desteni Process - Newton's Third Law of Motion - Equal Force

Day 120 - Physics and the Desteni Process - Newton's Second Law of Motion

Day 121 - Physics and the Desteni Process - Scientific Paradigm

Day 122 - Physics and the Desteni Process - Newton's Second Law of Motion - Forces

Day 123 - Physics and the Desteni Process - From Overwhelmingness to Normal

Day 124 - Behind the Scenes of "Physics and the Desteni Process" series - Self Forgiveness

Day 125 - Behind the Scenes of "Physics and the Desteni Process" series - The Mind as a Pendulum - Self Forgiveness

Day 126 - Behind the Scenes of "Physics and the Desteni Process" series - A Battle of the Mind- Self Forgiveness

Day 127 – Voices in My head

Day 128 – Avoiding Decisions

Day 129 – Self Judgment – Part 1

Day 130 - Self judgment - Part 2 - Appearance

Day 131 - Self judgment - Part 3 – Appearance - Part 2

2013

January

Day 132 - Self judgment - Part 4 - Appearance - Part 3

Day 133 - Self judgment - Part 5 – Designing myself as the appearance construct

Day 134 - Self Judgment - Part 6 - Appearance

Day 135 – appearance

Day 136 – Happy Birthday

Day 137 - opinions, arguments and fear of conflict

Day 138 - opinions, arguments and fear of conflict - realizations

Day 139 - The grass is always greener on the other side 

Day 140 - the grass is always greener in someone else's conversation

Day 141 - correcting the grass on my side 

Day 142 – Always in the wrong place at the wrong time

Day 143 – Inadequacy

Day 144 - Inadequacy - a child gymnast 

Day 145 - Inadequacy - Child's Play 

Day 147 - Inadequacy - forgiving childhood play time

Day 148 - Inadequacy - Reading difficulties 

Day 149 - Inadequacy – Self Created Reading Difficulties 

Day 150 - Inadequacy - Preparing Food

Day 151 - Inadequacy - Preparing Food – Part 2 - Preparing Wraps

Day 152 - Inadequacy – Preparing Food – Part 3 – Farm Chicken

February

Day 153 - Inadequacy – Creativity – Part 1 

Day 154 - Inadequacy - Creativity - Self forgiveness

Day 155 - Desperation - How will the world ever change?

Day 156 - How will the world ever change if we exist in deliberate ignorance? - Self Forgiveness

Day 157 - How will the world ever change if can't love our neighbors?

Day 158 - How will the world ever change if we are busy with fighting small battles instead of addressing the core issue?

Day 159 - How will the world ever change if I don’t

Day 160 – A life changing Decision

Day 161 - Shame - I've done nothing with my life

Day 162 - Running ahead of myself

Day 163 - Running ahead of myself - Self forgiveness

Day 164 - Enslaved to Memories - Failed opportunity relived

Day 165 - Enslaved to Memories - Correction

 

March

Day 166 - Enslaved to Memories - Money and Morality
Day 167 – Neglecting Myself through Resisting Writing
Day 168 - Falling like a leaf, or following your self direction - what do you chose?
Day 169 - Decisions, decisions...
Day 170 - Can you make the Decision for me?
Day 171 - Sure, you can make fun of me, I'm cool with that
Day 172 – Is a Law abiding Citizen Equal to a Murderer
Day 173 – Still not good enough
Day 174 - Laziness or Inadequacy?
Day 175 – Priorities
Day 176 - The Last Minute
Day 177 - Not Pushing Myself
Day 178 - I can only start Walking from Here
Day 179 – I want to but I don’t want to
Day 180 – Building a Bridge
Day 181 – Self Belief “I am not Dedicated”
Day 182 - Self Belief - “I am not Dedicated” - Self forgiveness

                                                 
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