Wednesday, October 10, 2012
continue from previous blogs:
Day 51 – Blame character – Part 1
Day 52 - Blame character - Part 2 - Reacting to Tonality - Self Forgiveness
Day 53 - Blame character - Part 3 - Reacting to Tonality - Self Commitments
Day 54 - Blame Character - Part 4 - Being Repeatedly Attacked – Self Forgiveness
Day 55 - Blame Character - Part 5 - Being Repeatedly Attacked - Self Commitments
Within perceiving myself as being attacked I allow myself to feel enslaved where I lose all self trust, and accept myself as enslaved to the situation and my experience within it, like I am trapped within it.
I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see, realize and understand that the blame character is in fact a protection mechanism designed to protect myself as the characters I have created myself as within/as the mind, thus, I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see that within participating within/as blaming I am enslaving myself to the mind, not allowing myself to see what is actually here as the physical as life, not allowing myself to see my power within self responsibility, but only limiting myself through my participation within/as blame
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to experience myself as a slave to others and thus blame them for enslaving me, while not allowing myself to see my self responsibility within my participation within/as the situation and within that to not allowing myself to see that I am enslaving myself to the other being, to the situation and to the mind, thus, I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to accept myself as enslaved as an accepted way of being, instead of realizing myself as equal to the other being, the situation and the mind and within/through realizing myself as equal to stop all experience of enslavement within realizing that enslavement as an experience exist only through my participation/creation of it, and is an indication of allowing myself to exist as unequal, within that, I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist as unequal while justifying it to myself because I see myself as the lesser party, not realizing that both sides are equally responsible for any inequality, and thus by accepting myself as the lesser/inferior I am accepting the other side of the polarity as superior/enslaver/abuser to exist within my personal experience and the world as a whole
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist within an experience of enslavement, not realizing that by participating with the experience I am in fact giving my permission to remain enslaved to/as the mind, instead of stopping myself within breath, and bringing myself back to the physical, using the physical reality as a light house, lighting the way for myself back to self, as the physical as what is real, and not allow myself to be directed by the mind within/as the temptation to follow it, because I have realized that following the mind is exactly how I have enslaved myself, within the temptation to get the energetic highs and lows, thus I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to compromise myself through existing as enslavement within allowing myself to be directed by the addiction of high/low energy that I have created myself as
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to prefer living as an energetic experience and by that to compromise myself as life, instead of allowing/willing myself to go through a process of withdraw, as giving up the energetic addiction generated by the mind as I participate with back chat such as blame, and through/within breath, rebirth myself as life, here, as the physical, as equal to all beings, as life
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing slavery to exist through my allowance of enslavement as the experience of myself within participation in the mind, thus I forgive myself to accept and allow enslavement to exist, though, to express my disapproval of slavery while still allowing myself to exist of the salve as the mind, thus
I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to stand as a living example to stopping all enslavement through stopping the enslavement I have allowed/accepted as myself
I commit myself to live as a living example, of a being that is walking a process of self change, to not accept slavery from both within and without, as I realize that as above so below, thus I realize that as long as I participate within enslavement as myself I am giving my permission for enslavement to exist in all/any other dimensions within the world
I commit myself to walk a daily process of bringing myself back to life, through writing as a tool to expose/investigate myself, to be able to see how I have created myself within/as blame and all other characters I have defined myself as, to through writing allow myself to see the hidden constructs that I have created myself as but have allowed myself to integrate them as myself to such a degree that I have forgotten I have ever created them as myself, and thus have lost power/control over then and thus have allowed myself to become enslaved to them, I commit myself to forgive myself point by point by point for all the characters/back chat/hidden mind that I have allowed myself to exist as and through self corrective statements to draw myself a road map of how to get out of this mess that I have created, and never allow myself to recreate it again
I commit myself to when/as I see myself participating in the energetic experience of enslavement, to stop myself within breath, to remind myself that I am the creator of each and every experience I participate with and thus I am both sides of the coin, as the enslaved and the enslaver, thus I remind myself of the realization that I have the power to stop such experiences, and through breath I support myself to stop
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