My journey to life: Day 188 – “I’m not a Hard Worker”

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create positive and negative judgments towards the definition I have given the term “hard worker”

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the definition of being a “hard worker” and thus, within creating myself as separate from it, I have made it impossible for myself to live as the expression of this word.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define being a hard worker as someone that does hard physical work, and thus to exclude the title from workers that do not do physical work, and thus associating “hard worker” with physical labor

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to associate “hard work” to physical labor and thus to associate the term “hard worker” to those that do physical labor

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to accept / take on / participate with societies definitions within believing the accepted social construct that doing physical labor, as having a blue collar job, is inferior to having a white collar job and not doing physical labor

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist within a polarity in regards to the judgments I have been holding onto towards “hard worker” as seeing it both as noble / superior and inferior / humiliating

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to question my definitions and judgments of being a hard worker, and within this, accepting the judgments as justification as to why I am not a hard worker

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to limit myself within believing that I am not a hard worker nor capable of being one, not realizing that by believing this thought I am creating myself as such. And as I create myself as the thought, it becomes a reality, to then I can point at reality and say I was right, within believing that it was inevitable because it is who I am , when in fact, it is not who I am, it is simply who I have accepted myself to be, and created myself as.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hide behind the self belief that I am not a hard worker, instead of questioning this self belief and testing it unconditionally, through investigating the definition and self belief as to see it’s validity in physical reality

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see that my definition of being a hard worker has not been grounded, but rather has been an experience that I am projected on others as I see them doing what I have defined as hard work, and so, within defining it according to an idea / experience I have created it deliberately in such a way that it will remain separate from self, and so, I commit myself to investigate further and redefine “hard worker” and seeing how I can live this word as myself, as a self expression of myself, no energy, no judgment, no polarity

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to be a hard worker within the character of self sabotage, as through not allowing myself to be a hard worker I have deprived myself from the sense of self worthiness that one would get from applying oneself in an effective constructive way, within this, I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to accept myself as worthy within the condition that I do something, as hard work, to deserve being accepted and worthy.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to sabotage myself within accepting and allowing myself to give myself excuses as to why am incapable of doing hard work, when in fact I am and have been allowing myself to be directed by resistance and fear instead of directing myself as what would be most beneficial and supportive for me.

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