Showing posts with label justifying. Show all posts
Showing posts with label justifying. Show all posts
Tuesday, October 9, 2012
continue from previous blogs:
Day 51 – Blame character – Part 1
Day 52 - Blame character - Part 2 - Reacting to Tonality - Self Forgiveness
Day 53 - Blame character - Part 3 - Reacting to Tonality - Self Commitments
Day 54 - Blame Character - Part 4 - Being Repeatedly Attacked – Self Forgiveness
I commit myself to as long as I experience myself as being abused, to continue investigating within self honesty the points of reaction within myself as I have realized that I am responsible for all/any reaction/emotions/feelings I experience and thus to, through self honest investigation, stop myself from accepting and allowing myself to react within the mind, to bring myself back here as life within breath in every moment
I commit myself , when experiencing myself being attacked, to stop myself and breathe, to evaluate the situation within common sense and consideration of the physical reality, and not allow myself to exist within/as the mind as interpretations/thoughts/ideas as coping mechanism to defend my various characters, within this I commit myself, when realizing I am experiencing myself being repeatedly attacked, to stop myself within breath, through realizing that I am creating this to myself through my participation within/as the mind, and thus abusing myself, within this I commit myself to take a physical action to stop/solve the self abuse, where I firstly write myself out within self forgiveness to clear point out, AND if I find it to be necessary I commit myself to communication with the other being that is part of the situation, in order to, through communication, build a base for supportive/effective relationship
I commit myself to support myself through breath, where I see myself participating within/as the mind as blame and self victimizing, to stop myself as I realize this is a path of self abuse, I breathe, I bring myself back here to my physical body, and I apply common sense to find a practical solution through writing about the point within myself and through communication with the other
I commit myself to, instead of using a coping mechanism such as desensitizing myself or losing track of what is important, to support myself through writing, as I open up the point within/as myself to see how I have created/participated within the situation and to through the desteni tools of self forgiveness and correcting statements to teach myself how to direct myself within such situations to avoid falling into the same patterns of self abuse again
I commit myself to not allow myself to desensitize, where I have accepted myself as a victim and desensitizing is my only solution, no! I commit myself to bringing myself back here through/as my senses, and thus I commit myself , if/when I see myself go back to the coping mechanism of desensitizing myself, to stop myself within breath, I breathe, and look at the situation through my physical senses, and apply common sense, and build my self trust through each moment of actually looking at, and experiencing the physical reality. Within this I commit myself to use the experience of being repeatedly attacked as a gift that is showing me that I have distant myself from myself far enough and it is time to get back home, to myself, and thus I use it as a guide line showing me the way back to myself
I commit myself to be here, as stopping memories of the past, stopping myself within breath when I see myself participating within/as past memories, I commit myself to through a process of writing and bringing up memories within self forgiveness, to stop using memories of the past as justifications for my reactions, as showing me that I am right because it happened once before, No! I have realized that participating in past memories is a construct, separating me from myself into the mind where I cannot be trusted, thus I stop myself, I breathe, I bring myself back here, again and again, until I am no longer directed by memories
I commit myself to use blame as a gift showing me where I have fallen into the mind, thus when I see myself participate within back chat as blame I stop myself immediately and breathe, I remind myself that only I am responsible for my shitty experience and thus I am responsible for changing it, i realize it will take a process and is up to me through dedication and consistency to see it through, thus I commit myself to learn and understand how I have created the situation/experience through self dedication within applying the tools of writing/self forgiveness/self corrective statements, to set myself free of the chains I have put on myself through my acceptances and allowances, and to bring myself back to self as a living being, within/as breath, here as life.
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Saturday, September 1, 2012
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want
to convince the others about the desteni materials so that I can feel good
about myself and be reassured I am at the “right place’ through getting the
approval of others, instead of looking within self honesty at where I am at and
what I am doing and building self trust to be able to stand stable no matter
what others think about me and what I am doing
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to
talk to people about the desteni materials from a starting point of preaching
to them, as if I have all the answers and they are ignorant and need me to
help/save them from their ignorance, not realizing that by doing so I am
participating in the construct of superiority and judgment and thus preaching
about the principle of equality but acting from a starting point of inequality,
within that I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize
that as long I am not one with my words I am only talking knowledge and
information and not living as an example, I forgive myself for not accepting
and allowing myself to realize that being challenged by others can be used as
self support to see where I am talking knowledge and information and where I should
instead apply myself to be able to speak from my own experience and self
investigation, thus allowing myself to within humbleness stop preaching and
taking it back to self to see what I have been hiding from myself
i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to argue
about desteni material, going into convincing and justifying instead of speaking
about it without the energetic experience I have allowed myself to participate in
through convincing and justifying
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to when
speaking with others about desteni go into a character of wanting to be right
and wanting to prove to them my point and in turn when they are not convinced I
go into reaction and become angry/spiteful towards them for “not getting it” or
for being so consumed with their ideas that they are blond to what I am trying
to show them, not allowing myself to actually be equal to them within humbleness
and to see through their reaction where am I speaking knowledge and actually
holding on to my own opinion without having actually checked it out for myself
within the physical reality, I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing
myself to realize that by looking at their resistance to what I am saying and
my reaction to them, I can learn a great deal about myself and how I operate within/as
sharing my perspective, and through learning I can become much more effective
in sharing about desteni, thus I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing
myself to learn from my mistakes because I have been too proud to learn from
those situations/people I have define as ignorant, instead of allowing myself
to within humbleness and the principle of equality, learn from everything and
everyone in my reality to become effective and equal within my words and actions
I commit to stop myself within breath when I see myself caught
up in an argument, trying to convince another about the desteni material within
the starting point of knowledge and information
when seeing myself caught up in convincing and justifying
myself to prove to another I am right about the desteni material I commit to
stop and breathe, to stop all preaching about that which I haven’t walked and
only share about points I have proved to myself so that I can actually stand
behind what I am saying as an living example and not as another idea
I commit myself to stop myself within breath when I see
myself going into reaction from an argument about the material and allow myself
to back off and look at what I am actually reacting to, and why is it so
important for me to pass my message, and within that to see where I am holding
on to ideas I haven’t yet proved to myself but want the other to agree with so
that I don’t have to.
I commit myself to encourage myself and others to research the material of desteni in depth and to check it out practically for myself/themselves and not rely on anyone's perspective to judge and thus determine an opinion about the material.
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