Showing posts with label tantrum. Show all posts
Showing posts with label tantrum. Show all posts
Wednesday, July 4, 2012
Day 12 - The temper tantrum
game – self commitment statements
Continuing my previous blog:
Earth's journey to life blog
has been very supportive, go through the series in regards to temper tantrum for
further/deeper perspective:
I commit myself to stopping
myself as separation within participating within and playing out a temper
tantrum, through realizing that by participating in a tantrum I am stating to
myself that I am not in control of myself thus abdicating self-responsibility
of the situation as myself, and that I have allowed emotion/desire/characters
to direct me instead of pushing myself through writing and applying self-forgiveness
to reveal/expose to myself the characters/desires that I have allowed to direct
me, in order to be able to stand as self-directive principle by taking full
responsibility for/as myself and not accepting anything less than who I am as
life
I commit myself to not allow
myself to emotionally manipulate myself into believing that I am not capable to
handle this tantrum, that it is bigger than me, through realizing that I am
here within/as breath, and that I have in fact created all the characters that I
now believe to have control over me, I commit myself to see/realize and
understand that I am the creator of all my characters that I have allowed to
direct me and that I have been protecting through my tantrum, and thus
realizing that as the creator I have the power/ability to stop then as I realize
they are not of life, they are not real, and they only become real through my participation
within/as them, thus I stop within/as breath within/as the physical as the only
character that is in fact real
when I am faced with someone
else participating within a temper tantrum, I commit myself to not allow myself
to participate/support it by giving my allowance to the character and
self-belief they have created, because I realize this is not who they are as
life, but a self-created character that is not actually real but is an illusion
that we have allowed ourselves to exist as and then to be controlled/directed
by, and then to protect and fight to defend, I realize that participating
within/as a temper tantrum is abusive towards self and others as self, and in
in fact distracting self from actually seeing one's self as one and equal as all as life, I realize
that by supporting another's tantrum I am giving myself permission to
participate in a tantrum of my own, thus not standing as support for another as
myself within allowing and justifying my own character and tendency for a
tantrum
I commit myself to stop
myself as a temper tantrum within and as breath and to investigate the
emotion/character/desire that I have allowed to accumulate within me to come to
an explosion as a temper tantrum
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I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to go into
emotional tantrum and be directed and moved by this tantrum, not allowing
myself to stop and realize myself as breathe here
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to go into a temper
tantrum due to having one of my characters exposed as a lie, I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to go into a temper tantrum within the
attempt to save my character from the blame and accusations thrown at it, thus
validating within/as myself that the character is real, not giving myself the opportunity
to see it as it is, a self-created character
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to participate
and support other's temper tantrum within the justification that I am
supporting them, when in fact I am only supporting their character they are now
protecting within their temper tantrum, within this I forgive myself for
accepting and allowing myself to participate and support their tantrum within
the idea that that's what they want/need, thus allowing their tantrum to
continue and not supporting them as life within the justification that it will
make them feel better, thus placing more value on feeling good than on life as
what is best for all within the realization that tantrums is NOT what is best
for all in any way due to being directed by emotions as
anger/spitefulness/desire and therefore lack any self-direction
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate with
other's temper tantrum because "that is what they do for me, and thus that
is what they expect from me" within this I forgive myself for accepting
and allowing myself to limit myself and self-expression as support due to
expectation I believe others have of me, within this I forgive myself for accepting
and allowing myself to assume other's will not see their character and do not
want to see it to begin with and thus I will not show them within fear of their
reaction within fear of conflict, thus allowing myself to be directed by
fear/expectation as the character I have created myself as, instead of allowing
myself to let go the character within the need to validate it through love and acceptance
of others and allow myself to actually live as self-support if/when I see
someone going into a temper tantrum
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to project myself
onto others within the belief that I am supporting their character and temper
tantrum to please THEM when in fact the reason I do so I to validate myself as
the character I have created as myself, and allow myself the right to go into
tantrum within the expectation that others will not get in my way and
support/participate in my tantrum within their desire to justify their own
tantrums so that we can all keep our characters unchanged for ever.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to when going into a
temper tantrum to stay within the self-belief and experience that I am out of
control and cannot stop myself, within this I forgive myself for accepting and
allowing myself to give up on myself within a temper tantrum not allowing
myself to stop within/as breath within the realization that this temper tantrum
is showing me a character I am fighting to protect/defend and to realize that
within self-support I can stop myself as the temper tantrum to look at what I am
showing myself within the tantrum, to see the character I have created and have
allowed to control/possess me, to realize that within defining myself as this
character I am now fighting for its survival instead of letting it go within
the understanding that it is not real and is not serving that which is best for
all due to it being an illusion as a character and not real as life
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to feel so guilty
after allowing myself to fall into a temper tantrum and then to make myself
feel better I opologize to all that were involved, instead of actually looking
within/as myself to see/realize what character I was fighting to protect within
the tantrum, to actually allow myself to face myself as the character and
change myself as what is best for all, within this I forgive myself for
accepting and allowing myself to try and feel better through having others
forgive/understand me instead of directing me to forgive myself through
understanding the mind construct that I have allowed to possess me as the
temper tantrum.
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